Splintered

A nerve popped, my brain punctured. I felt something explode inside of me. There was blood spewing from my mouth. Every vein must have blew. I'd kill god, if he existed, for making so much pain.

You're such a dirty little whore. Who are you to make me feel this way? How did you work your way so far under my skin? Now I hide these scars behind fake smiles. Just so you can never see all the pain behind these eyes.

I use to believe we'd be together forever. That our love would be our savior. This world was our hell, and we were tearing it all away.

God damn I thought i knew you. God damn I thought I loved you. God damn I thought you were the one to take away my sins.

Now I feel insulted, and you're the one to blame. Feeling the need to end it, to blow this all away.

You were something I can't believe. You were a sickness eating me. You were cold and dead hearted.

Now I'm dark, something different.

Maybe I just died.